My night nurse, Rachel was awesome. She realized
that the day nurse hadn't been making me switch sides every hour to help dilate
me quicker so she started doing that & I started progressing much
quicker so I was thankful.
Around 11 pm, I was getting so tired and was in
hour 12 from the Pitocin and was stuck at an 8. I don't really remember what we
were doing but from about 11 pm on, the hours started going so slow. By 12:30
the nurse told me that all that was left was a little rim around my cervix that
we needed to break through to get part of the head out so we could call Dr.
Smith.
We pushed for a couple hours (till about 2) and the
contractions were so painful, that I begged for the anesthesiologist to
come in and give me something more than the drip from the epidural. He did and
it helped a ton, I asked for about 30 mins to just try and sleep so that I could
continue on. Around 3:30 am, I was able to push for another hour before the
pain came back worse. I just came to a point where I wasn't sure that I could
push anymore. We hadn't called Dr. Smith yet and I was about to just ask for a
C-Section because I was so tired and frustrated that I couldn't get that poor
baby's head to pop out & Rachel talked to Pierce about preparing
himself for a C-Section because she was worried I was just literally stuck.
The hours were all pretty blurry because I was just
exhausted. Finally, I pushed enough for the nurse gave us the OK to call Dr.
Smith. It was my birthday and it was 5 am. I quickly asked for some more meds
at one point because the pain was so bad- I really have no idea how people have
natural births! He came in right and drugged me with some great stuff right
before Dr. Smith got there. With those meds, I went from just crying to a smile
on my face and I was SO ready to push that baby out!
Once the Dr. got there, it felt like it went so
quickly- Dr. Smith mentioned that we were shortly coming up on 24 hours since
my water had been broken and that at that point they would need to do a
C-Section because of the risk of infection. Dr. Smith asked them to get the
forceps and vacuum out just in case. But the contractions were coming so
quickly and strong and I was able to push about 4 times per contraction but the
head was still so tough to get out. All of a sudden, the head was coming and
Dr. Smith just grabbed a good hold on it and pulled Emmett out.
The nurse had told me earlier in the evening that
they would hand me the baby & if they couldn't get the baby to cry
within a few seconds, then she would give the baby over to the respiratory and
nursery nurses. She meant it as a precaution but they handed me Emmett, I
couldn't even get a glance at him, really because of the position that I was in
but Rachel quickly took him away and I knew that he was struggling. Pierce
stayed with me as they cleaned me up and Liz and Cheri went over to Emmett and
they finally got him to cry. It was such a sweet sweet sound that he was going
to be ok. Silent prayer answered.
Surprisingly, I didn't need an episiotomy or the
forceps or vacuum. It was another miracle that I didn't end up in a C-Section.
Again, another silent prayer of mine answered.
I was so tired and Emmett was struggling a little
bit with his lungs and had so many bruises. They needed to take him to the
nursery to be looked at; they quickly let me hold him for a minute and then
took him. Pierce didn't even get to hold him before that so I was worried but
confident that they knew what they were doing.
He was born Wednesday May 30th at 6:15 am. 7 pounds 14 ounces, 21 inches
of pure happiness and perfection. He had hair the color of Pierce's and big
long hands and feet. We were in love instantly.
2 comments:
Happy Birthday emmett! So much work, so much love, so much awesomeness!
Wow! You are a trooper! Glad all is okay. :)
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